jollykiddo

2010-09-15T09:59:00.002+08:00

I want to visit Ah ma...I want to study. I want to blog. I dont know what i want.

I just want to let you know how much you mean to me.
I just want to let you know how dear you are to me.
Do not give up. Do not give in.
The doorway is open, where we are, saying, "come in"

2010-09-15T09:57:00.001+08:00

Today's weather speaks volumes.At our school sports meet, it was bright and sunny. But once I came near home, dark clouds loomed. The place was dark. Soon, it even began to rain.I had insufficient sleep for the past few days alr. Been thinking abt dis matter. To make it worse, this "navy-wanna-be" and a foolish girl had to add fumes to the fire. Naturally, I exploded. I'm sorry. Cant seem to control myself. Used swear words and stomped off.I cant believe they are doing this. She wept telling them not to send her to her doom. They insisted. From today, she wud be confined to a bed. A bed no., tat's all they could give, no room, no lights, no wardrobe, no wheelchair nor chair, no TV! I didnt get to see her. Denied this last meeting as they brought her away in the morning. I rushed home on hearing e news, but wasnt in time. But, I was certain it must have been agonising for her. Last night, when I asked her, I saw tears welling up and told me she didnt wanna leave. This is the first time since a long time that I heard her speak so clearly to convey a message.She left today, for the home of the aged, the cheapest one in fact, and I could do nothing. Mum cooked sharks' fin to cheer me up. This is the first time in 17 yrs I had sharks' fin soup in my own home. But, somehow, the soup was bitter and I felt it was flooded with my salty tears.Now, as I'm blogging, night is falling. I miss her a lot. I dont know how is she over the other side. I miss her comments on tv programmes. Now i dont even on tv. I miss her calling me to study. I have not been in mood to study e entire day. She must be suffering over the other side. She cant watch "long juan feng" tonight. She's so lonely.I dont know, Ah Ma! I'm so useless. I'm sorry.

Impregnated at fourteen,Many trials gone through.Labour Pains mete in,Neither gynae nor midwife to see through. A miracle she created. She was alone.From dry breasts she fed,You wailed and she bled.Never was she mad,This example she set deserved many clap.She created a miracle.She was alone.This torture she went through,Four plus three times over.Though her survival is true,These hustle and bustle left her youth long over.A miracle she created. She was alone.As you grow,She made Hwa Chong within your throw.She gave the best she could offer,To others the prestige equally offered.She created a miracle. She was alone.Blame her for the young worker she forced upon you,Blame her for today's misery as she's the cause.Yet, remember, will you?While she was still a youth, she carried yo to her full cause.A miracle she created. She was alone.She was illiterate,yet she made all of you literate.She never stepped into the gates of a school,but she allowed you to taste life in school.She created a miracle. She was alone.Little was known that time had passed,Her dry skin and wrinkles engulf.She fell one day and felt life coming to pass,but she survived though life's haze began to engulf.A miracle she created. She was alone.All hell broke loose, cold hospital room with visitors loose.Arguements began,The spotlight only on assets of Gan.No one noticed a tear at the corner of the eye of Gan. She blinked, expressing her will to live.She created a miracle. She was alone.In and out of homes she went,A son's home was her hope for.Clearly indicating hospital stay wasnt her intent,Her request was made before.A miracle she created. She was alone.Now, she's in but you want her out,just because you refuse to try out.You Prefer to send her to her doom,to just try out and pick the broom.She created a miracle yet she was alone.Today, you shouted, " I dont want this mother, what business is it of yours?" This is a sad story.She gave birth to you, cared fo you and brought up your children.Heart-wrenched I felt when I heard this story.I know you wont, if so, be it for your children

2010-09-11T16:24:00.001+08:00

chen qing biao

Ah ma...u must jiayou...wait for me...u cant leave me like that

2010-08-28T16:11:00.002+08:00

Consecrate the tongue for testimony, for the truth and for Thine's will.

Soli Deo Gloria

2010-08-18T13:04:00.002+08:00

It'll take a miracle for me not to get fat at this rate.

Below is my food log for the past 3 days.

1000 : Breakfast ( Fish burger/ Porridge/ noodles)
1300 : Lunch 1 with didi
1400: Lunch 2 with mama or mei
1500: Tea
1630 : Quick break
1700: Dinner with dad
1930: DInner with mama and e rest
2100: Desert
2230: Supper
0000: Quck bite
0230: Yummy treat b4 bedtime

hahas....fatso

Suxann msn msg : "CHINAPOREANS" ....interesting!

& yun wei....pls give me the outing photos....asap...tkx

2010-08-06T09:31:00.002+08:00

part thereof. S32A outing=) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-18T16:08:00.001+08:00

Pls fight the war for me & the battle would have been won before I know it.

2010-07-09T19:29:00.002+08:00

Ytd, i saw Doreen (KPS classmate) on e bus. I recognized her. She didnt. She was wearing C.O.S. T-shirt...& i saw han-yang on e bus too...but he dunno mi..hahas...den these 2 ppl i know sat beside mi and talked to each other...wierd feeling...so i stone...do nth..

Today, i saw vv & gals at a traffic light...hannah (my junior) is ma'am le...i juz realized how old i was....tis is e 2nd time since my 18th b'dae le...1st time a friend asked me to buy liquor...i was stunned for a while den i reacted...o ya...i can now officially buy liquor...so old.

Tis week haven reali studied...i know it's bad...but i juz dun feel like it...Cant get bAck to e b4 CT mode....Help!!!

Why is my speed of reading so slow and my speed of writing even slower....Save me!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-05T22:16:00.001+08:00

将! 你完了!

Revival required!

2010-05-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

I have a question....where's Dr Goh's resting place now? Burial or cremation....

2010-05-24T15:13:00.002+08:00

Saw this on sgblogs....very interesting:D

Goh Keng Swee leaves behind some unanswered questions
May 24, 2010 by adminFiled under: Voices of the People
Source: TheStar, 22 May 2010 (Seah Chiang Nee)

He engineered Singapore’s industrialisation and overall economy, transforming the country from a squatter city into an affluent, modern city state. Ironically, few Singaporeans under 30 know much about him.
AS Singapore continues to search for potential leaders, it is bidding a fond farewell to a brilliant pioneer who helped to build its prosperity.
Former Deputy Prime Minister Dr Goh Keng Swee, who was born in Malacca, died at 91 last Friday after a long illness, marking the virtual end of an era.

In 1984, Dr Goh retired from politics, saying it was for personal reasons. By then, he had been in the Cabinet for 25 years, serving the last 11 as Deputy Prime Minister.

He later served as economic adviser to the Chinese government.
With his death, only two members of the core leaders are still alive – Minister Mentor Mr Lee Kuan Yew, 86, and former PAP chairman Dr Toh Chin Chye, who is in poor health. Stalwarts who had died were S. Rajaratnam, Lim Kim San, Hon Sui Sen, Devan Nair, E.W. Barkerr as well as Ong Eng Guan and Lim Chin Siong.

Ironically, despite Dr Goh’s enormous role in history, few Singaporeans who are under 30 know much about him.

He engineered Singapore’s industrialisation and overall economy, built its armed forces and infrastructure that transformed Singapore from a squatter city into an affluent, modern state.

“Without him and a few passionate others, Mr Lee could not have made it,” is a general opinion of old-timers who lived through that period. Today, some Singaporeans are still speculating why the economic icon had left.

One blogger asked: “He seemed to have disappeared completely from Singapore for a quarter of a century. Does anyone know why?”

His exit happened during the People’s Action Party rejuvenation exercise, in which Lee replaced many of his old comrades with younger people, one of them his son. They were asked to leave but not all of them complied happily. Lee himself has remained outside the self-renewal process.

Ironically, Dr Goh quit in 1984 ,which was the year that the current Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong was made a party candidate for elections that led to his political rise.

That many of today’s youths have not heard of Dr Goh (and other pioneers) is not surprising, given the scant coverage of him during the past 26 years.

A few older Singaporeans feel that he should have been standing next to Lee all these years, and shared his glory together with other prominent pioneers. They include the late Rajaratnam, who was loyal to Lee and remained in his “core team” together with Hon Sui Sen, Devan Nair (until his alleged trouble with alcohol) and Lim Kim San. These were the leaders who dominated Singapore’s political scene from 1959 to mid-1980s.

Yet today, few in the young generation have heard of Dr Goh.
A Singaporean in the 20s said when he heard of his death and the wide interest aroused, he went to the library to read up the archives about him.
“They do not know who Dr Goh is … Everyone knows Lee Kuan Yew, but not Dr Goh, who is as important if not more important,” said one surfer.

Another said he asked his nephew who was in national service (one of Dr Goh’s creations) whether his commander had said anything about Dr Goh’s death. “He replied, ‘No’. I then asked if he knew who Dr Goh is, again he said ‘No’ before returning to his PlayStation.”

Another commented: “The brief history of our nation building seems to have been forgotten. New Citizens (immigrants) and our children know nothing about it. Sad!”

Alive, Dr Goh had kept a low profile, but in death he has re-ignited several issues.

First, would Singapore be a better country today if he had not left the government in 1984? Secondly, under his economic policies, could Singapore have avoided the widening of the gap between the rich and the poor? And thirdly, would he have allowed such a vast intake of foreigners? These questions will now probably never be answered.
Singaporeans who fondly remember Dr Goh have been making their way to Parliament House where his body lies to pay their respect.
“He was paid so little and done so much for the Nation,” said SMT.
“Not motivated by money or power but a calling to serve the country and people.”

Ten years after Dr Goh’s departure, Lee substantially raised cabinet salaries by pegging them to the top private sector here. These salaries skyrocketed further since 1994. Some observers believe that it was unlikely Dr Goh, with his reputation for thrift, would have gone along with such a scheme.

An old family friend recounted how, when using the tissue paper in the ward, Dr Goh (who came from a wealthy family) would tear each sheet in half, saving the other for future use. If his wife used an entire sheet, he would chide her saying, “Its taxpayers’ money.”

Above all, his demise has raised the debate on leadership quality in Singapore and how to produce selfless leaders like those in the first generation.

Some feel that the paying of super-high salaries to scholars with little passion of service has failed to throw up winners who can match leaders like Lee or Dr Goh or Rajaratnam.

A foreign online magazine, Asia Sentinel, said with the dominance of Lee Kuan Yew, Singapore politics had obscured the roles of other pioneers.
But as history is written by the victors, it added, “(It) can also be re-written. So expect some future revision of Singapore history to make more mention of (their) names.”

2010-04-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

After much was said & done, we were finally placed in a GP class....one tat gives proper practice & converse in english...imagine e excitement in e 3 of us...I rmb tat day when we were told we could join e class..we were so excited tat we literally stood outside e tutorial rm, wondering who could our coursemates, hence staring at everyone tat passes by...we were so amazed at the amount of things that could be taught in 1 GP lesson tat our mouths were left open throughout the 1st lesson...

It has been so long, so long since Jollie sat thru a proper english lesson...Jollie really treasure this chance a lot...

We got back our test papers...26/50...tat's my score....i failed grammar...9/20....amazed...no one ever told me my language was so horrible in e other class....i wrote 10times better than what I would write in the class before....but my marks fell...ironic...

But this is a gd start as wad dong xue said...we were told our mistakes and placed in a proper class where we could learn from mistakes and do better the next time round....

Lastly, I would just want to welcome Ms Jollie Ng back to Singapore for 1 course -GP .....nevertheless..thankful enough..to be back into an environment where Singaporeans are e majority....she wishes to thank all who made this possible for her...

Jollie would make marked improvement in GP=)

2010-04-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

PW results out>>>>B<<<<<<< hahas...not here nor dere.....gotta EE for everything except WR.....hahas...i knew it actually.....such work....lol....we handed in e worst draft....so many errors....heck la....lol....just be thankful for my B (: (: .....though i tnk i deserve more than sum ppl...hahas

Anyways...2 things I desire in life (in response to e qn some darlings asked mi)

1. I ask not to be a poor person so i will not resort to commit crimes for the sake of survival.
2. I ask not to be a rich person so i will not too be too obsessed over money to ignore more impt things in life.

I seek to be an ordinary girl with simple happiness. A degree is something good to have but i will not die without it...Money is a double-edged sword (to me)...

Okie...till den:)

2010-03-20T01:49:00.002+08:00

( Ok....I must say i am almost forced to do this...)

lol....i nvr thot tat ur eng is lousy (even if i did, it wasnt y i didnt reply ur tag...) lol....how to reply such tags sia...

ok here goes...& it's 2 am in e morning btw....

Junchi, thanks for your encouragement...we'll jiayous together,k? Make sure we hug each other with tears of JOY during results day....

lol....i feel my goosepimples....

2010-03-12T19:08:00.004+08:00

Impregnated at fourteen,
Many trials gone through.
Labour Pains mete in,
Neither gynae nor midwife to see through.
A miracle she created. She was alone.

From dry breasts she fed,
You wailed and she bled.
Never was she mad,
This example she set deserved many clap.
She created a miracle.She was alone.

This torture she went through,
Four plus three times over.
Though her survival is true,
These hustle and bustle left her youth long over.
A miracle she created. She was alone.

As you grow,
She made Hwa Chong within your throw.
She gave the best she could offer,
To others the prestige equally offered.
She created a miracle. She was alone.

Blame her for the young worker she forced upon you,
Blame her for today's misery as she's the cause.
Yet, remember, will you?
While she was still a youth, she carried yo to her full cause.
A miracle she created. She was alone.

She was illiterate,
yet she made all of you literate.
She never stepped into the gates of a school,
but she allowed you to taste life in school.
She created a miracle. She was alone.

Little was known that time had passed,
Her dry skin and wrinkles engulf.
She fell one day and felt life coming to pass,
but she survived though life's haze began to engulf.
A miracle she created. She was alone.

All hell broke loose,
cold hospital room with visitors loose.
Arguements began,
The spotlight only on assets of Gan.
No one noticed a tear at the corner of the eye of Gan.
She blinked, expressing her will to live.
She created a miracle. She was alone.

In and out of homes she went,
A son's home was her hope for.
Clearly indicating hospital stay wasnt her intent,
Her request was made before.
A miracle she created. She was alone.

Now, she's in but you want her out,
just because you refuse to try out.
You Prefer to send her to her doom,
to just try out and pick the broom.
She created a miracle yet she was alone.

Today, you shouted, " I dont want this mother, what business is it of yours?"
This is a sad story.
She gave birth to you, cared fo you and brought up your children.
Heart-wrenched I felt when I heard this story.
I know you wont, if so, be it for your children.

2010-03-12T18:51:00.002+08:00

Today's weather speaks volumes.

At our school sports meet, it was bright and sunny. But once I came near home, dark clouds loomed. The place was dark. Soon, it even began to rain.

I had insufficient sleep for the past few days alr. Been thinking abt dis matter. To make it worse, this "navy-wanna-be" and a foolish girl had to add fumes to the fire. Naturally, I exploded. I'm sorry. Cant seem to control myself. Used swear words and stomped off.

I cant believe they are doing this. She wept telling them not to send her to her doom. They insisted. From today, she wud be confined to a bed. A bed no., tat's all they could give, no room, no lights, no wardrobe, no wheelchair nor chair, no TV!

I didnt get to see her. Denied this last meeting as they brought her away in the morning. I rushed home on hearing e news, but wasnt in time. But, I was certain it must have been agonising for her. Last night, when I asked her, I saw tears welling up and told me she didnt wanna leave. This is the first time since a long time that I heard her speak so clearly to convey a message.

She left today, for the home of the aged, the cheapest one in fact, and I could do nothing.

Mum cooked sharks' fin to cheer me up. This is the first time in 17 yrs I had sharks' fin soup in my own home. But, somehow, the soup was bitter and I felt it was flooded with my salty tears.

Now, as I'm blogging, night is falling. I miss her a lot. I dont know how is she over the other side. I miss her comments on tv programmes. Now i dont even on tv. I miss her calling me to study. I have not been in mood to study e entire day. She must be suffering over the other side. She cant watch "long juan feng" tonight. She's so lonely.

I dont know, Ah Ma! I'm so useless. I'm sorry.

2010-03-12T10:50:00.001+08:00

If i die tonight, can someone please tell my family that my last wish is for ah ma to continue to stay in our place and receive the best care.

I cant stand the sight of idiots who claim to not be good with his words as a tool to hurt others....IRRITATING PEST>>>>> my goodness....singapore navy...pls la....wake up....

I believe on a navy fleet u also need talent to wash e toliet bowls ryte....yup....i recommend u 2 e job...no need to be goood in words...can talk to shit if u wish.....CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-11T17:21:00.000+08:00

:-(

Lousy results, terrible mood, no tags, pc lags...

2010-03-05T17:34:00.003+08:00

This was what happened during the release of results. Green words are my responses, though i didnt say anything out... Orange words are spoken by others.

Not bad, Jollie! Considering amount of effort, this result is indeed a job well-done.

How can you get merit and smile so widely?

Oh wells...i dun need a distinction i guess...

How can u get merit? O lvls alr got dist...now get merit...isnt it not very gd...

Oh wells...why...i'm stupid i guess...

Hi! so good...higher mt ppl dun need to take e result...

hmm...i took...& i got e result...even if u wanna noe my result...oso no need so fake....

Conclusion: Jollie...dun think so much juz concentrate on ur final yr A lvls...SCORE AAA/A AA & shut their mouths up...

From now on...u must focus jollie....must focus....dun lose momentum at any point of time!

Congrats to seniors who have done well....Heard JJ this yr very very extreme....some source tells me we got more scholars than ACJC as we got 2 ppl tat scored all As and 70ppl tat scored 7As (i tnk)...damm pro!....but den i tnk...those who did badly...did quite badly & dere seem to b a number tat cant go Singapore Uni....(this is my guess...cos i see many crying quite sadly...)

No idea...now jollie u'll have to just focus on ur run...Jiayous...Grab all e As during A lvls....

Must always believe that it is possible....it is possible....

2010-03-03T09:46:00.000+08:00

Dead blog...

actuali i've lots to say...but now when i'm in front of e pc...nth to type le...sianx....

2010-02-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

Die! I'm lagging behind......way behind....

2010-02-19T09:26:00.003+08:00

Thank you and I'm sorry.

If e angel of death comes tonight, i'll have no regrets except this.

I haven been able to touch or make a difference in someone's life.....

2010-02-18T10:55:00.003+08:00

I dont love u....i seriously dont...I'm sorry...I seriously dunno how to face him...I'm not a pretty girl....i dun have long queue of suitors...so i reali dunno wad to do...inexperienced...hahas...

2 days i havent been going sch...call it a break...a sign of giving-up...wadeva....

Strolled in to sch at 12 noon to take lecture test ytd....

aaaaaaa

2010-02-16T15:40:00.001+08:00

Crap. Bored.

2010-02-13T10:12:00.002+08:00

Thanks one and all for e love u've showered on mi thru ur valentine's gift and new year greetings...

So surprised ms soh picked my name as secret valentine...hahas...

Thanks Liu Lu 4 ur Angbao, Nava ur balloon, suyu ur huge candy, zen kor ur roses, Ms soh ur pretty box of sweets, XiaoYan ur bear, Mariko ur photo goody pack, Ah Dong ur mini toons pack of love....( and e rest i cant rmb le..sori..)

But wow....so much things...u ppl should have warned mi b4 hand...hahas...luckily i brought a big bag....if not imagine how am i gonna take bus....

Hahas...Yupps...so to one and all out there...happy cny and valentine's...collect lots of angbao n love....love ya...

M lookin 4ward to c gerl on 3rd day of cny...=)

I'm sorry...i know it's terrible to be rejected on valentine's but i'm definately not ur cup of tea..

2010-02-06T18:59:00.002+08:00

JJ nite rox...

Went for e dances (we went wild) & e songs (they all cried)...awesome...

Dedicated to Clone, twin & 09s32...Tonight

Tonight, we remember, the times that we spent together.
The joy and the laughter that we shared.(x2...i tnk...but seems wong)

Look at us & see our smiles..
This is where we all belong.
I will remember the times we spent together
Until my last december
tonight...

Dong Xue said Moments is nicer...e strangers before...blah blah blah de...

Yes...tat's nice too!

JJ night was awesome...

Sigh...spent e entire day doing up cny deco 4 LT5...die le, my tests...bye...

Sorry...i was reali terrible today...Nowadays...I've this tendency to scold swear words...I noe it's not gd...but i was reali pissed tat time...

I hope tat guy's not seeing this...but i dun care le..

I cant stand ppl to assume i dont understand their chinese..it's juz tat i dun wan to accept ur concept...tat's all...dun be such a shyt face, will u?

Ok..& to digress..m so wowed by the grand funeral of e late ex-CEO of e far-east organisation...e amt of ppl involved, e rds e van passed...wow..

Ok..mixed feelings..bye for now..

2010-02-03T10:01:00.000+08:00

Erm...cong ming dan...hahas

2010-01-30T17:56:00.004+08:00

drew this during chem tutorial...=)

Like the baby at e right hand corner e best...sleeping and salivating during tutorial...yet havin to say tat's an interesting lesson after that...

hmm..m still not pacing up with j2 life...m losing momentum le...dun feel like studying...everyday v.tired...juz wanna sleep...

Somebody said, "Jollie.....u cannot do this anymore...u gotta brace yourself...It's e As...." hmm....

2010-01-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

M juz not keeping up wif J2 pace...m dying...Help me, pls!!!

As promised, this is e study cheer.

S is for study
T is for Tahan
U is for Uni
D is for degree
Y is for you

& so u noe wad to do...so study(o yea,o yea)...study...& do let ur ct noe..cos she'll praise u so...so study(o yea, o yea)...study...whoosh...

Go ppl...jiayous

2010-01-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

Life is short. Death is sure. Sin the cause. Christ the cure.

Avoid planning without God.
Avoid assumptions in life about tmr.
Avoid putting off doing good.

hmm... all kiddo knows is.. God's willing, kiddo shall be in uni in 2011...

hahas...learnt a STUDY cheer.cool. Blog it next time. 09s32 1st..it can be our class motivational cheer..lol..

Someone told mi i should blog in chinese o improve CLL...hahas...spare my readers & I e agony la...

2010-01-15T15:21:00.002+08:00

omg...dis is crazy...i haven do all revision packages...(esp chem...)...haven do GP...& all e tutorials are cumin in...

I screwed 1st maths lecture test up...i cant screw e others....but i haven revised e others...

I changed all subject tutors except lucky veg...& to quote yunwei...omg...they are so aggressive....how to not do work?!! u'll be skinned alive...

This is crazy...my work is piling like nobody's business...excluding those uploaded on lightspeed which is 220 to date...

M STRESSED!!!

2010-01-11T17:00:00.003+08:00

1st day of sch....Goal setting....lol..

Congrats to Debbie...( i noe m late...)...for scoring FULL MARKS for IB exam...she'll be going UK for her A* scholarship interview...& probably going cambridge/ Harford etc to study....WOW!!! WOW!!! & more wows...this is every student's dream!

Lastly,

JOLLIE, ARE U A CALVINIST?

tulip...how much is true...how much is i assume is true cos pastor ian said so...

2010-01-06T13:26:00.002+08:00

So proud of myself...i fixed the water heater...connected all e wire and water supply....hmm....maybe i should stop studying and become a repair woman....dis is fun! Job satisfaction =)

2010-01-04T13:52:00.003+08:00

It's a new year...NEW YR WISH: gEt InTo UnIvErSITY....

hahas...when i haven touched my chemistry...not mentioning cll...promised darling to go malaysia 2gether 2mr...hahas...i dunno...wish me e best...

I did it AGAIN....I quarrelled wif her again..I shouted at her...just when i tried v.hard to be a good girl...i dunno...m a failure...

2009-12-25T22:24:00.004+08:00

There are 4 parts of me

(i) The part of me that i know and everyone else ard me know 10%
(ii) The part of me that everyone else know but me 20%
(iii) The part of me that i know but not everyone else 30%
(iv) The part of me that i do not know so do everyone else 40%

Yes...tat's y...a lot of me..no one noe...yea...i may appear like a happy-go-lucky fellow to many...but yes...m not one! M a saddist and becum depressed quite often...But more imptly! Most of me no one understands...not even me! So really...i have no answer to your qns!

Someone asked me again tat day...Are u a christian?

Seriously, i dunno...i rmb twinny asked me b4...den jiayan asked...den hapreet asked...den....more ppl asked...

Well...i want to be one...but as of for now...i dun feel i m one...i cant call myself a christian...yet...m not a free-thinker...& m oso not a believer of other religions...

dere r a lot of impulses in mi...which makes me wonder sometimes whether m a devil incarnate....I dunno...i cant seem to help it...

I dunno...

Besides this, dere r oso many qns tat i dun have ans to like y do i behave like tat?

I dunno...this is stressing mi out...I noe i need ur constant reminders to let me to keep these in mind as i explore life's journey but...I need time...i reali do...

I need time and grace...

Yea...dun stop..but do it gently pls...make it less stressful...I promise to make a stand soon...I'll not sit on e fence 4 too long...I'll try to get all my qns answered & try to clear as many blemishes in me as possible and lean towards my answer...M not perfect. I'll nvr be...I'll take tat leap of faith...but i'll find out who, what, when, where and how.

Oh ya...I realized...dere r so many ppl readin my blog...wud u guys pls tag...Junchi darling...u especially!!! Yanzi and the rest oso... Pls la...ur eng not tat bad la...if not type cl oso can...hey...My chinese is not tat bad la...i can understand de...if not i'll search e dictionary,k? Pls tag ppl...or i'll be so demovitated to blog....

2009-12-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

Try reading this...cool :D

Poiché un bambino ci è nato, un figlio ci è stato dato. Sulle sue spalle riposerà l'impero, e sarà chiamato Consigliere ammirabile, Dio potente, Padre eterno. Principe della pace.

Isaia 9:6-7

Merry Christmas to all & a blessed year ahead =)

(Blessings....hmm...really need them next yr...)

should Yong Vui Kong be hanged

2009-12-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

Sorry, I haven't been reading e news lately. Hence, this came as a new piece of news to me, though I realize there are already many ongoing debates about this.

SHOULD YONG VUI KONG BE HANGED?

Let me give u some background info. (dis is highly subjective as it's from my point of view.)

There was this 19yr old boy, with minimum IQ (according to experts) who had a simple and innocent wish. He wanted to hold a small celebration for his mother's birthday but had no financial means to do so.

He was then told by a big "brother" that he could help deliver some illegal "gifts" to Singapore and would be paid a small amount for him to celebrate his mother's b'dae. Though illegal, big "brother" assured him there was nothing to be afraid of, as if caught, he would just have to pay some money to the officials etc. Hence, he can keep his "salary" with full confidence, though he was specifically told not to open the bag. Therefore, a few days b4 crossing customs, he spent all his "salary' on his mother's b'dae celebration. To this innocent young boy, his mother's smile meant the world to him.

On tat fateful day, as this boy crossed the customs, he walked right into e arms of policemen and was arrested for "trafficking " 47g of heroin into Singapore. This boy is Yong Vui Kong who is now charged and face a mandatory death penalty.

I've a few issues with this case.

Firstly, I do not understand why is there a death penalty mandatory in this case? Why shouldn't e judge be given the right to assess the case and decide whether he deserves a second chance? Afterall, he is not a hard-core murderer but simply a boy who was led astray. He had no intention of harming anyone and had no idea of the drastic social consequences his actions would bring. All tat was permemating his mind was his mother's b'dae drawing near. Moreover, now he realises his folly (after he was arrested), it seems apparent tat he has repented and became a devout buddhist, whom to the extent would reject his last chance to appeal for fear of the need to lie to e court). I do not understand why after looking at e success of Glenn Lim ( an ex-drug "trafficker" who escaped the death penalty and is now the holder of Singapore Promising Youth award), we should deny this youth a second chance for him to be rehabitated & might even contribute to society in the near future. I do not understand why the judge, who seems to be the most superior person in court and the wisest (since dere r stringent criterias for a lawyer to be a judge especially a high court judge), should be powerless in court and could only tell the defence lawyer that he sympatizes in this youth tragedy but could do nothing about it but to pass the death penalty as it's mandatory. I do not understand why when we r taught from young tat e law is not void of compassion, could do nth to save dis pathetic boy. ( At 19yrs old, he's still a "boy" as he isnt considered to possess enough mental capability to vote for his leaders. But e irony is at 19yrs old, he's deemed capable of standing trials and they could hang you for e crimes u commit).

Secondly, I am not sure whether e S'pore law is fair in this case, in e sense tat it makes presumptions on e accused b4 he stands on trial. On e 1st, the law pressumes tat e boy has full knowledge of e presence of drugs in his possession. Hence, if otherwise, it bcums his responsibility to prove his ignorance. ( tell me how to prove tat, will u?) On e 2nd, it pressumes tat as long as a certain weight of drugs is found on e boy, he's pressumed 2 b "trafficking". Hence, again, it bcums his responsiblity 2 prove it otherwise. To me, dis violates international standards of innocent until proven guilty. Therefore, in such a case, is dis a fair trial? ( I don't know, but i noe if dis should be revised, it requires a chnge in e consitution).

Thirdly, I believe, besides allowing judges to have flexiblity in sentencing convicts, clemency from president should be modified so dere's a purpose 4 its insitution. The president should have his own independent assessment & decision, instead of relying on advice from cabinet. (Cabinet is the one who proposed and passed e law hence it's likely tat they wud have 2 stand by it). But e preseident should act as an ingredient of compassion, humidity & common sense, instead of following to e letter of e law. E judiary, parliament and president should b independent of 1 another. However, in s'pore, it seems everytng's lumped together. In my view, this spoils e check & balance system. I wonder whether do u tnk dis is fair 4 dis 19yr old boy?

Moreover, I do not see how sentencing tat person 2 death could solve e problem. Yes, u may say tat it deters potential criminals etc, but wouldn't causing one 2 lose his freedom 4 e rest of his life, do e same tng, keepin in mind tat e boy is already repentant. S'pore, Japan & U.S. r e onli fully developed countries in e world tat have retained e death penalty. Many states have opted 4 a more humane way out.

( Some ppl might argue tat keepin these "baddies" in prison is wasting taxpayers money. But, I wud lk 2 remind u tat it's a LIFE u r talkin abt. Moreover, i wud lk 2 enlighten u tat e cost of death penalty is almost equivilant, if not higher, to e cost of lifetime imprisonment.)

Therefore, I am confused. Is S'pore treatin Yong Vui Kong fairly? Should Yong Vui Kong be hanged?

Readers, pls seriously consider & I await views re dis issue. ( hey, u r doin GP 4 a reason. dun do it juz 4 exams, k?)

Pls give mi ur views!

2009-12-13T17:45:00.002+08:00

Thou shant lust over a friend's bf...but...he's damm handsome la...especially in suit...

Ytd...watched "dui bu qi, lao shi" (I'm sorry, teacher)...hahas...kinda touching...but i was laughing all throughout...sorry bro...i noe m wierd..

It triggered lots of thoughts...like abt teaching and my bro...reali feel lk sittin dwn to compose sth re dis...but no time...will update when have time...

hehex...dis week need to meet harpreet, go cca(supposing), study and send out all cards etc...busy me...

2009-12-10T15:24:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer: Whatever stated below is gross material and should not be for the faint hearted.

I have been so busy these days tat i totally forgot i have not shitted for ard 2 weeks le....oh my...ytd...i spent consecutive several hours...shiting and shiting..brownish black solids till my toilet bowl become stuck for a few times....after many flushes and pushing e antichoke pump....den i continued shitin...& shitin again...but it wasnt diarrhoea...neither did i experience any pain...but it was juz a pure waste of time tat i kept shitting....

Relieved...tat was e feeling i felt after those hours....Moral of story: no matter how busy u are, pls dun forget u need to shit everyday...

hahas...ok...M going to eat le...Enjoy ur meal everyone! :D

2009-12-07T11:23:00.002+08:00

These days had been reali depressing...to e extent tat i entertained sucidal thots...

To my dear shirley...yea...u might have guessed it...i haven started hols hw yet...not mentioning revision...

Hey ppl...can u stop it..u ppl r stressin mi out..i noe i gt lots of hol hw ( not as if i dunno) ...i oso noe if i dun study now...i probably die next yr...but...it's not as if i had a choice la...i gt tons of work to do...mummy stuff, jorome stuff & my frenz stuff etc..i dunno..m reali stressed le..

I noe i scared sum of u e last time..yesh...i couldnt stand it anymore..i sniffed glue...but yeah...tat seemed e best escape route 4 me tat time...but after tat...i suffered severe headaches...to e point when i was rolling all abt e floor in pain..but i couldnt rest...i gt tons of tngz 2 do...& i cant stop...if i do..e work wud pile up e next day..& i wud...yeah...

But yesterday was a turning point...at least i was not stressed..thanks twin clone...love ya...

Ytd, i started my day wif gerl...waitin 4 aunty jiayan...(wrong...it should be ah ma..she's always taking so...long....)

Den she called...we r supposed to mit her @ cashew rd...omg...she said pending stn..but actual place is cashew rd...aiyo...y cant she make herself clear e 1st time..

Yeah..den we bus-sed & train-ed dwn 2 her bf church...

i was reali bored dere...rather out of place & wanted to juz sleep...after tat...yesh...ard sermon time...u can c jollie dozing off le...lol

after tat, jiayan asked us to stay 4 bible study...gerl & I sneaked out..we went to eat bak kut teh instead...it was horrible...sidetrack..

k..after tat, jiayan church was over..we met up wif weiwu 4 him 2 guide mi on CLL..he did give me sum pointers...i'll try it out..though he didnt sound lk a pro tutor...but ok la...beta than nth...

gerl was so bored at tat time tat she started playin chinese chess...haha...according to her..she didnt understand a thing...

den...weiwu left..& we had a talk with jiayan..blah blah blah..not much la...she didnt noe how 2 phrase her qns...

E real part came when we walked to e mrt stn 2 mit yun-nie...yes...expected la..long-time-ago issues was brought up & it ended unhappy...

Luckily....later we met yunnie...walked ard..horsed ard while we look 4 xiao sam present...hahas..i like dis period of time...ate at pasta mania...& yun-nie gtg...

so left mi & gerl...

we walk, walk, walk...den we saw sum parade by the G.O.H. 4 passing over leadership position...hahas...gerl was dere exclaiming how cute r they...hahas...yun-nie missed tat..

den went shopping wif gerl...gerl bot her stuff..& we mrt-ed hme together...had a gd time of sharing...

Ytd was indeed a long day...un-planned...lots of screw-ups...but overall fun & memorable...

Thanks again..

2009-12-04T13:32:00.002+08:00

Changes in Chinese policy

Personally, I find myself duty-bound to write on this issue. Like most JC students, I chose my subjects based on my O levels results. At O levels, I scored a distinction in both my chinese Language as well as my higher Chinese. I noticed that even in our PM's speech, he only mentioned the number of students taking higher Chinese on the rise, with no mention of the number of distinction scorers, especially distinction scorer who came from english (or even singlish) speaking families.

Indeed it was difficult, especially when the number of Chinese nationals coming to Singapore and taking O levels higher Chinese are on the rise. Hence, with my results, I naively thought my chinese was slightly above average and took H2 Chinese Language and Literature (CLL) in JC.

A few days after the commencement of proper lessons, I regretted my choice. I realised this Chinese was very different from the higher Chinese I had a year ago. The vast difference in standards and style sent me flying and I fell hard on the ground. It was made worse when my class was populated with Chinese nationals of high mandarin ablities, leaving only one other Singaporean and I to face CLL in a strenuous J2 year. This led to despair, fear and extreme dislike for the chinese language.

Hence,with my experience, I hope to urge ministries concerned, to re-consider merely simplifying the chinese syllabus each time but to consider the huge jump students are taking from one level to the next, whenever they are in the midst of a change.

If at lower primary, they are only taught to listen, speak and ,at the very most, recognise some words, I am worried that they might experience difficulty in reading and writing at higher levels. If the higher mother tounge continues to be simplified, students are given false impressions and find themselves being torn apart in their JC years. If thorughout all their schooling years, they are only given simplified chinese and are high-fliers, a greater false impression might be created in them that they are proefficient in the language, which might result in them stumbling as they face a rising China and as they venture out of this tiny dot to meet geninuely-proefficient Chinese speakers or businessmen.

Therfore, though I acknowledge a shift in language habits occuring in Singapore, I feel we should not avoid the issue by merely simplifying the language. This is a bottom-less pit. I feel that mainstream students should continue with our current syllabus and we'll offer Chinese B to the others so the jump between levels as well as to the working world is not too great. New methods could be introduced to teach this same syllabus whether it is via the new media and technology or otherwise. Livelier teachings and more interactive sessions may cause students to like the language better and put in more effort to master it. Continuing to simplify it might create false impressions and result in students regarding the subject as unimportant.

Sigh...for myself...I would just "zhi qi bu ke er wei qi ye", knowing full well that my CLL could not be done to perfection, but nevertheless continue to try my best and achieve whatever is possible.

2009-11-30T00:10:00.002+08:00

Twin-clone outing? when, where, how? Any suggestions on what u all wanna do? any preferred dates or timings? pls give me asap.

Sigh. I need a chinese tutor. Crap la. I hired a crapish one. Sent her to fly kite within the 1st 30min of our meeting. Crap...nvr seen a more crapish one...I need one...& i need it fast...

I need a study partner tat can monitor me to study at least 9 to 5pm every weekday...please...willing to do anything..at all costs...

Lastly, I would want to urge everyone (including myself) to move forward. No point crying over spilt milk. Irregardless whether it's psle, o lvl, promos or the a lvls..Jiayan,dun cry anymore..stand up as u still have a long road in front of u..& oso i need 2 emphasize tat m not s counsellor...pls dun cum to me crying...cos i'll onli tell u e suicide options available ;) Jiayou, dun mourn over things u already cannot change, work hard for things u can now make a difference in..I believe u can do it!

Sigh..dis yr has been a tiring and fast-paced yr...as i reflect upon dis yr...i realised i accomplished nothing yet i gained everything...i wud try to gather my thoughts and update once i've my reflections...so till den...

Deer, Junchi. miss ya lots lots...sigh..can dun go back china...i realize i cant pass a day without seeing u..come back quickly, junchi..

2009-11-11T18:39:00.006+08:00

This is 09s32 class outing...super cool yeah....love ya guys...( I'll nvr 4get dis class outing...u guys are such a fun-loving and spontaneous grp....rock on ppl....& oso...yeah...we've achieved FULL ATTENDANCE! 3 cheers...:) )

yes....& dis is ms.florence in jj uni....cool? kawaii....

lol...dere r 420 class outin pic on facebook....do go load from dere if u need more...for now...i'll just admire @ dis cute lookin ms florence...so different from e 1 we always c huh?! ...ok...so....till den...

:) twin clone outing? Planning comm: Gerl & shiyun Participant: jollie :):):)

2009-11-05T09:56:00.002+08:00

I realize I no longer know how to smile...as in smile from deep down my heart....Now, whenever I want to smile, I must remind myelf to smile....I talk in a sacarstic tone....more often than not...a stern face...I've forgotten how to smile as I talk...I've forgotten e passion i used to have....m nth but a vampire....not even sure whether m living...

My OP comments

- Jollie, you're fluent and you do make appropriate eye contacts....but PLEASE SMILE....U look scary when u dont

- Please do not use words like shyt when your slides run....

-Please do not stare at ppl when u're unhappy with them

cool comments?

2009-11-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

This was found on msn...Entitled TIPS TO BREAK-UP

Specially dedicated to XS to rid lucky veg

Some helpful parting lines.
“My feelings for you are too strong.” This is an ingenious way of saying goodbye to your man with a whopping ego.
“Let’s get hitched.” Men and domestication don’t often go hand-in-hand so fingers crossed, he will bow out benevolently.
“I need space.” This hints that it is temporary. Of course, you know differently.

B.S excuses and their translations
Why not take some tips from others and use the following lines to ditch your man.
“It’s not you, it’s me” in your mind means: I’m fine, but you’re a royal pain in the backside.
“We are different stages of our lives” in your mind means: You’re beneath me.
“I want to concentrate on my work right now” in your mind means: I want to concentrate on the hot office guy right now.
“My feelings scare me” in your mind means: My feelings are actually nonexistent.

2009-10-31T18:17:00.001+08:00

BOO! Happy Halloween! :D

When's Twin-clone outing ppl?!! arrange a date quick k? miss ya

2009-10-26T08:49:00.001+08:00

JJC bids goodbye to our principal, Mr Koh, as he continues his career in IJC next year...wishing him e best:) :) :)

2009-10-21T18:15:00.002+08:00

erm....how do i counsel another who's retaining when I m awaiting moderation myself....lol

anyway, I went "minds" today...an organisation 4 e intellectually disabled..lol...a friend of mine got so scared by them tat she broke out in cold sweat...ok...i've to admit....they r not e usual type of ppl u would expect...not even in a home...but they r reali nice ppl ...I had a world of time playing simple games like "try & hit my hand", "scissors,paper, stone" and "tickle me,pls" with this guy who looks 28 to me but claim to be 18... i reali pity them and feel like offering all my time & all my resources to help them....they reali dug way deep into my heart....

these ppl will make u consider...y r u giving up when ppl like them remain optimistic abt life...At least u've e mental capacity to be in JC...these ppl struggle everyday to rmb how old r they...

2009-10-12T10:05:00.001+08:00

He who goes out weeping,
carrying seed to sow,
will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with him.

2009-10-09T13:38:00.002+08:00

Happy B'dae yun-nie....

Hahas u 17 le...say bye bye to ur adolescence....(o..ya...u say u dun wan shu...we didnt buy tys...we bought yin...) hope u like it =)

Enjoy wadeva is left of e day...luv u...

2009-10-05T12:40:00.001+08:00

Promos over....Play time....(hehe...wad if i dun promote...aiywa...wait till then den say ba...)

2009-09-30T17:56:00.002+08:00

Thanks 09s32...love ya so much...thanks for all the encouragement, counselling & UR NOTES! Thanks a million...so sweet to know u all care for me so much....i know u want me to promote 2gether wif u guys to J2 next yr...but...judging frm circumstance now...hehe...

but thanks anyway....( btw: next time could u all give me simpler notes...haha...ur notes uses too chim chinese...i dun understand)

anyway...to reply to cloney...yeah i want twin-clone outing....if u all dun despise a J1 retainee....hahas...

& yun-nie...stop emo-ing & ans my calls....

love ya...
anyways, lots has happened....caused me to be so tired...i dun wan to study anymore...i hate seeing u cry....yet...i cant seem to help it...

2009-09-27T12:32:00.002+08:00

Shiyun asked me to blog so she can tag...so....Look at my promo timetable for e week ahead...

Mon (28/9/09) : CLL P1 1300-1615 (3h15min) Remarks: Chinese paper!
Tues (29/9/09): GSC H1 0815-1110 (2h55min) Remarks: Another Chinese paper!
Wed (30/9/09): Maths H2 0815-1115 (3h) Remarks: Haven study yet!
Fri (2/10/09) : CLL P2 0815-1115 (3h) Remarks: Yet another CHINESE PAPER!

So all in all m going to spend 9.2hr for CHINESE exams next week...

hmm...i rmb a saying, "1 min on stage requires 10yrs of hardwork"...so haha i need 550years just to prepare for CHINESE exams...hmmm....m so dead!

Grant me a nice coffin,pls :D

2009-09-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

I agree with yun-nie...it's a complex world we're living in...I long to have e child-like innocence within me too. Yet, I realize it's an impossible dream. I long for endearing ppl to surround me. Yet, I find everyone plotting against e other. No one stopping by, to give a smile or a word of encouragment.

If u use "love is in the air" to describe this world, I believe "hatred fills the air" best describes my world.

My class politics is extreme. I'm really tired already. Really.

I know they are very matured, compared to me. Yet, I really long for them to be dumber for a while, just a little while. I long for a minute when I do not have to think of what's their motive behind each word and what's the most appropriate reply. What impression would I leave if I do this... or do that...say this or that...

Child-like innocence is cherished. I long to be embraced. I long to hear a friend say, "Jollie, you're the best friend I could ever wish for. I love you, just you, just for who you are."

Thank you for friends who have been with me, to hear my grumblings, to offer a helping hand or even just by staying by my side. I want to tell u I love you, in case I never get a chance again. I love you. I love you. Thank you.

Yun-nie...love u...u r e person I wud call to just hear your voice...hear some encouragement...U make my day.

Cloney...love u....4 juz staying by me...U r e fren I had when I was in e lowest periods of my life. U nvr fail to draw a smile from me...no matter how trying my circumstances are...Thank you.

Others....there are ppl here & dere tat becum my unseen guardian angels...I know what u've done for me...thank you.

I've failed as a student, a friend, a daughter, a christian, a sister wadeva...M really tired. Let me sleep. Goodbye.

2009-09-02T15:38:00.002+08:00

hahas..mandy_sheltie....i found a way to drink tea milk at 10c....

1) "happen" to pass by mac
2) "happen" to slip 2 packets of coffee mate into your pocket
3) Walk away and towards e lift.
4) Go upstairs food court and order teh o
5) Find a table & enjoy ur 10c tea milk

5 steps to success...:D Caution to all out there...pls be careful of what u order...dun be like e cute mandy_shelite tat paid 70c for 1 pathetic teaspoon of milk...hahas....

Btw...was in mrt with 3 "adorable" ppl 2day...1st person: an indian muslim (m not against this race in any way btw). Her voice was heard so loudly 1 carriage away(where I was standing)...blabbering tamil words away..I was lookin 4 e inconsiderate person...when i found her to be in e other carriage..answering a call..omg...i was taken aback..the volume i heard was as if she was beside me, shouting into my ears...was wondering how e ppl around her could stand her when i found there was no one around her..e nearest person was a door away..& she was with a ear-piece...i so wanted to take my hp out to record her volume for u to hear when i realized i didnt bring my phone...

the other ppl were students of - - S S . They were french kissing in e train..ok...tat didnt really disturb miie but I would prefer to highlight it is still not proper public behaviour...

Esp when I am constantly in e company of foreigners...I would like to put forth tat each person behaviour in public does matters..It might just take 1 person to destroy singapore's image as a gracious & considerate society..let's all do our part by conducting ourselves appropriately and be more considerate in public.

2009-08-31T19:18:00.002+08:00

Gerl paid 70c for 1 pathetic teaspoon of milk....

hahahahahahaha

it's teachers' day celebration 2day...actually...i had wanted to go back to uss to tell sum ppl...m in JC! Not ITE! ...sigh...but not in e mood 2day...so stayed hme & watch cloney sleep...

hahaha...cant help but laugh at tat cute baby...

er ye ting si mi ( jiu rang wo si diao suan le)

2009-08-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

二叶亭四谜 (就让我死掉算了!)

2009-08-19T17:49:00.004+08:00

Today, I went to sch at 9am...(claps!)

;

GP lesson...I realised i lost it....I no longer can crap out anything as & when I want...sigh...

;

We did an AQ about Singlish...The writer wrote an excellent "speak good english" compo...I obviously wanted to support the use of singlish but i realised i cant put my point across well...I cannot find good enough reasons to rebutt his points...

;

What I wanted to say is simple. Singlish is something uniquely Singapore and we should treasure it. Learning Singlish does not mean our english standards will be lowered. Neither will we lose out to a global market economically. What really matters is whether we are able to judge the appropriate situation to use it. I feel nothing wrong with telling my friend "Where you want to makan?". In fact, i feel that it brings about a sense of closeness etc. I totally agree with Dr catherine lim who said, "I cant bring myself to speak colonial english to my Singaporean friends. I feel so false." Moreover, I do not understand why is the Americian slang globally immitated while Singlish is globally condemmed. Singaporeans, dont you feel proud that you have Singlish? It is a small representation of our cohesive multi-racial and multi-cultural nation! Singlish is something that we have that we can identify ourselves with as a nation.

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Some interesting articles online:
http://politics.sgforums.com/forums/10/topics/14764
http://www.talkingcock.com/html/article.php?sid=787

2009-08-19T17:40:00.002+08:00

Bored! Boring! Yun-nie...lend me ur ears when u r free...miss ya...

Cloney & twinny! Do u trust me? I dunno wad to do! teach me!

Seated here, helpless.
Mind wandering, restless.
Thou lost thyself,
Trust seeps.
Am no longer me,
no one trust me to the tee.
Aquaintances everywhere,
yet no friends anywhere.
lonely.
thou hope for afirmation.
No encouragement reaches thy ears.
Crossroads in view.

This was written by me on 18/8/09....

2009-08-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore! :)

M really proud to be a Singaporean....

Especially after this year...amongst non-singaporeans...m really sure...this is where I belong...Yeah, this is where I am most comfortable and where my heart will always be...

this yr ndp rox...surely let us stand together regardless of race, language or religion, to build a democratic society, based on justice and equality to achieve happiness and prosperity...

Through it all...let us stand strong as one united people..

One people, one nation, one Singapore....i wish continual development and prosperity unto my most beloved home! :D

2009-08-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

Not been in sch 4 a few days & i've been suspended AGAIN!

Complusive late-comer...siantified....tnk i cant go back anymore le....

But the VPs (2 of them) is v. nice...4 e 1st time in my life...i feel tat i've let them(a civil servant) down...

2009-08-03T21:22:00.002+08:00

No more dreams...went back to sch today...as usual...i was late...VP says m breakin record le...

Anyways...i was detained in e conference rm...actually...i dun mind it a bit...air-con, comfy chair & i sat there playing Solitaire on my hp....hahas...only bad thing....it is simply a waste of my time...

After detention...I went to eat!!! hahas...sch canteen...miss me?!!!

Next PW class...another round of quarrel...shyt u...i nvr go sch doesnt mean i dun do anytng...e PI- me, GPP-me, interview-me, survey-me...design-suyu...Havent i done enuf?!!!(PW grp: 4ppl, notice dere's onli 2 names here!)

After tat...was simply a waste of time...m sorry ms yen...u r a wonderful teacher...m juz not in e mood for cl lit...

Concluding my sch experience...

I really wan to find e drive back to study...I realized i have lost it...Could everyone help to encourage me to study whenever u can...Afterall, I really got lots to catch up to promote...

At e end of broken dreams, one must really take courage to get back to reality and chase e next rainbow...

AAA/A >>>> My next rainbow!:)

2009-08-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

Due to various idiotic reasons, all my dreams of takin KI etc crashed....like a kite whose string is broken...m now left here strandard...without direction...

nvm then...i shall stick with GP...I really miss english lessons...my yearning towards proper english lessons just keep increasing as days pass me by....

I took out my GP content book today...I thought about the topic of "capital punishment"....

yes,,,lots of thoughts...but shant type it all....

Lifelessness in life....bye, jollie

2009-07-25T22:13:00.003+08:00

Went 4 class outing today...(amazing!) I ate and left...Didnt watch movie...

Yingxin felt unwell...in e end spent 1 hr in toilet...accompanying her...lolx....(result: almost waste same amt time as watch movie). After an hour, she was still too weak to board a bus...hence we cabbed to her hse....seeing tat she was ok...den liu lu & i bus-sed hme...

I seem to be happy with my classmates...appear to be gd frenz..They seem to treasure our friendship a lot...betta than e uss classes 100x....

but...i dun feel comfortable with them...

Over dinner, they talked abt how terrible singaporeans are again!

An aunty came to clear out table & they keep sayin abt how pitiful e old folks in s'pore r...& how unfillial s'poreans are....They oso mentioned how noisy and rough s'pore kids are....

Sigh...M a singaporean, know? I (l) singapore....

2009-07-17T21:12:00.005+08:00

These are my results... on progress slip....

3h2

Maths A ( Just nice: 70m :) ) ( but...since i failed my maths block test....my overall grade..bb)
CLL Failed
Chem Failed

h1s...

GSC Failed
MT Failed
GP A ( I went 4 GP compo test 2day ( claps!) ... but i finished in 0.5hr...sori didnt

listen in GP class..obviously e essay i write...no diff frm e 1 i write in sec4...poor dongxue...i've been staring @ her since i gt nth 2 write...den cher say can leave earli...so i byebye le:) )

why need 1.5hr 2 write 1 essay?!!

Anyway...my results...yes...it's like tat as of now...

lols.....o wells....

Best still attendance: 78.3%....hehe...u need 75% to promote...i made it:D

I tnk dis term....hahas...risky....

latecoming: 4times.....

1 more time to suspension.....

haha...wonderful....

2009-07-16T18:08:00.006+08:00

Reporting...

Jollie have not been going school for a few days le...& this has been frequently happenning since e beginning of dis term...I've been taking sick leave to go to office...not sure if i m running away...but i cant stand jc life anymore...m not a studyin person 2 begin wif..

It's supposed to be my block tests but m not goin sch le...

Took sum MDIS pamplets....thinkin whether to quit sch to try a private sch...den work part-time...

I noe i've let sum ppl dwn....but i reali cant stand it anymore...push me any further & i'll crumble...

2009-07-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

I'm really not a studying person...really not suited for jc...

It's really stressing me out...i'm dying...

i onli played waka-waka for a few hours...den mummy got me to do her stuff for another couple of hours...i realize i got no time to do any other thing..&...wad more...i got plenty to do...gp( 2 essays) , chem(4 chapts worth of tutorials), maths( 3chapts of tutorials)....chinese...i haven studied anything...common test soon...my highest grade was S...

I dunno...i dunno...

M crumbling under stress....i never cried bcos of stress though my stress lvl should be much higher than most ppl of my age...yet...today...i cried...i cant take it anymore...m dying...

I've tried resisting...i've went to sleep e past few days...tryin to run away from the amount of things i need to do...but failed...

Mummy scolded me for doing slip short work again..teacher keep tellin me to stay focus..my test results shows m havin problems even to promote...

M dying...in fact m dead...but now suffering in hellish conditions...is this e work of fate? as i approach my 18th b'dae...i tnk it's v.possible wad was foretold would come true.

I cant take it anymore. Cry baby jollie...such a failure!

2009-07-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

Oh finally...fri....but i feel no sense of excitement or joy at all this week....nor am i excited abt e weekend...it's wierd...

Ok...common tests are horrid...m dead....now left chinese....even more dead...die le....

M speechless le....

2009-06-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

Michael Jackson died...

Farrah Fewcette oso left us...

oh man....gloomy day....2 hollywood icons in 1 day...

Farrah Fewcette left....goodbyes to her love story with Ryan....That...to me...was such an exciting & probably e most near-perfection romance....& her son is still so young....

I hope more ppl will send their regards to this Charlie's angel's family now and share some concern they have from michael Jackson with Farrah too!

Farrah was oso a superstar...Rest in peace in e arms of real angels, Fewcette!

Sch's startin....&...I've been playin these days...die le...

2009-06-20T14:02:00.003+08:00

Came bACK from chalet...

Sigh....though kinda mundane....there are 5 activites i wanna thank ppl for...

1) Treasurehunt in chalet...

I dun believe this...i actually can mislead ppl quite well...hahas...i had a fun time seeing them suffer...

2) Walk ard Marine Parade...

Though my legs are still aching, i actually found tat quite interesting...lookin 4 yun-nie via hp...hahas..yes, compared to boring chalet life, it's cool...Yes, and i'll nvr 4get tat uncle tat read newspaper on overpass...hahas...

3) Handphone hunt

hahas...m actually ok...just sad tat lost sum no...but yes, e mobile phone search was extremely fun...

I'm not afraid to tell u...actually m almost blind...but when i hear u all screaming "frogs"...i felt reassured....& gerl's reaction was hilarious....

4) B'dae cake, present, cute paper plates

That was extremely nice of u...

5) EVERYTHING

All in all i want to thank all aunties that helped. ( sorry unnamed)

Special thanks to constance, phyllis, gabriel, wei lin & eugene for all e minutes of fun tat will be turning into lifetimes of memories.

Ultra more hugs to Yun-nie & gerl.

Love ya jolynn & jorome..

OK....till then...muakx

2009-06-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

I hate JC life (or rather, no life-ness)

I hate people telling me ...sorry jollie...cant play...got to go to school, got to go for cca, have lectures later, need to do tutorial....WORSE still...i need to revise....

OMG....People...it's good to be hardworkin....but must u all do till this extent..

Moreover, 09s32....can u all stop memorising stuff...I hate it...

Let's all be stupid and let our hair down for a while, k?

sUPPORT tHE BE A FOOL day...

2009-06-15T13:23:00.002+08:00

I got myself a crumpler....or wadeva u call tat...but....sum1 offering miie twice e price to buy it o'er...should i sell it....but it's my dream 1....

siantified....m addicted to facebook AGAIN...

The last time i had to delete the entire acc to prevent me frm touching it but now....m playin my bro's acc...&...i cant delete his....(or i'll be a bad gal)....

haha....played facebook 4 e last 48hr & haven start any revision at all....hw oso untouched...so is pw..

OMG! Sad life

2009-06-11T15:04:00.001+08:00

I'm back...

Siantified

sigh.bye

2009-06-02T16:45:00.000+08:00

Right here at home, I was fortunate to witness Jurong Junior College’s (JJC) extremely inspiring contingent at an A Division final.

While huge, strong crowds can seize a stadium and devour players, a smaller contingent with a bigger heart can move the steeliest. JJC, clearly enjoying a rare occasion, did not forget it was an opportunity for fellowship.

They cheered hard for the JJC team. But wait, they also cheered for the opposing fans, the opponents, the officials, and the organizers.

The sight of the opposing fans freezing for a moment at such a warm atmosphere sent an awkwardness through me. Not forgetting at the other end was a top sports JC.

JJC reminds us that more than the competition and rivalry that sports thrive on, it is a celebration.

In the schools sports scene where a few have dominated, it was refreshing to see a poorer cousin come along to nudge the big boys, about what is the true essence of sports.

And it was their fans, the spectators, who did the job.

“… not to have conquered but to have fought well.”

Fought, they did. But many, in their quest to conquer as well, have developed a knack for going beyond the ethical, but not illegal, blurring the line of sportsman-like behaviour.

It is the evolution of sports. The result is something Stephen Potter coined “Gamesmanship”.

He experienced it himself first-hand, and since his gamesman philosophy became popular, sports have changed considerably. Athletes have become a little naughtier, injecting touches of gamesmanship into multiple sports.

Is it unsporting? Is it not morally right?

http://www.singaporesports.sg/PlayNews/tabid/60/articleType/ArchiveView/month/5/year/2008/Default.aspx

2009-05-29T18:13:00.002+08:00

A ultra interesting event happened...

Our dear Maths tutor, Mr. Jerry Chai, sent us a msg yesterday to tell us to stay back today to collect our leture test.

A joker replied him...

Wad test? Mathe?

'cher: No test. Go improve your english and read again. It's go through leture test. @ LT4.

Joker: Wad e F * * *? Hu r u?

'cher: Jerry Chai

...

....

Joker: Sorry sorry so sorry. I deserve to die a thousand times...sorry...I'll go for detention...

Jerry: Die a thousand times, we'll c abt tat. ( Joker appeared in LT4 2day).

...

...

Another interesting thing happened..

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5gkT-r2kSklkL4rR_avj-1_FsLREwD98ENFH80

Quite sad..

Neglected Russian girl found mimicking cats, dogs

By STEVE GUTTERMAN – 1 day ago

MOSCOW (AP) — A 5-year-old Russian girl found in a filthy apartment imitating the cats and dogs she was shut up with has been placed in state custody as authorities consider neglect charges against her father and other relatives.

Officials said the girl barks like a dog, laps food directly off the plate and seems to have been "raised" by the animals.

Police in the Transbaikal region of Siberia said Wednesday that the girl was kept shut up with the animals in the regional capital, Chita. She lived in the apartment with relatives, including her father and grandparents.

Larisa Popova, head of the children's affairs unit at the local police precinct, told state-run Rossiya television that the girl had developed feral characteristics.
"The child lived in unsanitary conditions. There was a horrible stench," Popova said. "There were many animals — both dogs and cats. In all probability, the girl lived with and was raised by these animals."

Police said the girl understands Russian but rarely speaks. They are gathering evidence to support neglect charges.

Nina Yemelyanova, head of the reception department at a children's home where the girl has been placed, said the child appears to mimic the behavior of animals.
"Today, when I left the room, she jumped up to the door and started to bark," Yemelyanova told Rossiya television. "And she does not know how to behave at the table — when she eats, the tries to put the spoon aside and lap from the dish."
Regional police said water, heat and gas to the apartment had long since been shut off for nonpayment.

The ITAR-Tass news agency cited the girl's mother as saying the child's father had taken her away without her permission when she was 2 1/2 years old. But the father claimed his mother-in-law had asked him to take the child because the mother was not taking proper care of her, the news agency quoted regional police spokesman Yegor Markov as saying.

Markov said the father could be charged with neglect of a minor, which carries a prison sentence of up to three years.
Chita is 2,900 miles (4,700 kilometers) east of Moscow.

2009-05-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

Badminton...

They were cementing e part from behind 787 to b4 yew tee mrt rd tat blk...

Anyways...i was late again today...this time i dun bother to run even...went to boon lay...took a bus...slowly strolled in...in skool "0810" haha...late 30min...

nvm la...late 1min oso late..30min oso late...since late...must make full use....hehe

Warning given...1 more chance left...internal suspension nearing....(no expression le)

2009-05-26T18:38:00.004+08:00

JJ lost!

omg...but it's 27-29....(21 is matchpt....so u dun even c dis in olmypics...) we were soooooooo close....

We cheered hard...I found a cheerin partner...JunChi...omg...my i miss e days in ccac...i miss gerl....

But we lost.... dis is e 1st time we sang e college song so sadly...

Sigh...but go....Team JJ ...PROUD OF U....

I was late yesterday...y did they have a wierd block btw 787 & yew tee suddenly...going to be suspended if dis continues....

2009-05-21T17:09:00.003+08:00

Annoucement: I received notification. I failed e interview...didnt get to be a MOE scholar...:(

Yup...& i went cckps again...oh my...u guys are cute....(I took photos of you guys...but I'll be fair, k...I'll post when I've all of ur pic) Starting to teach after June hols...no more class observations...hahas...both excited & nervous...

&....can I make a request....I noe u kids have perfect memory & loud, sweet voices....however, can u dont scream my surname with a "lao shi" behind in e middle on nowhere along the road...hahas...& i m not "lao" la...i m onli a few years your senior...omg...& sorry I really cant rmb hu r u...i mean....u noe dere r 22 of u verus 1 poor me...ya...

Yup...& e guy u saw me with is a college friend...& oh my..I assure u he'll nvr be my "lao gong"...omg...u all ah..."ren xiao gui da"....I cant even communicate with him la...his chinese is too chim for me while my english seems bombastic to him...

I wan to tell u dis de...but I think u r too young for it...so i shall post my reply here...& if u ask me a few yrs later this qn...& if it's still relevant...I'll give ya e ans...

My criteria for a guy: Successful, faith-filled gentleman

Meanwhile, to all my dear cckps kids, "xue ye jin bu"...

Ok....it sounds like CNY...so "gong xi gong xi" to everybody:)

2009-05-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

Sorry, I cant stand ppl wif attitude prob as I already have a v.big attitude prob myself....I cant stand MCPs as I am not a "xiao nu ren" in any way...sometimes, i even suspect whether am I a "nu ren" la...

I really cant stand e sight of him, his voice & everytng abt him...Sigh...PW with him...TORTURE!

My grades are terrible these days..Sigh...

Going for a palm fortune telling seminar 2mr...haha...unbelievable...

I love 09S32..but..I cant seem to like sch...

Lifeless life...

2009-05-11T11:21:00.001+08:00

i realise my blog is sooooooooooo dead....so if no one is reading dis..or if no one tag..i'll not blog anymore...

2009-05-03T15:50:00.001+08:00

陈情表

http://www.zhulubbs.com/show/index.asp?id=477

I finally found it...it can keep repeating to me...free!Awesome!
If anyone can help me find one that can not only read to me, but also have han yu pin yin, I'll be extremely grateful.

2009-04-27T17:29:00.000+08:00

Do visit.

http://comment.straitstimes.com/showthread.php?t=10929&page=6

Thanks

2009-04-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

GP teacher was reading the paragraph I wrote. "It's pretty alright" she said.

I gave her a blank look and expected her to go on and read the next person's work...

Instead, she started talking to me in Chinese...(I couldn't rmb wad she said as I was taken aback & Xiao Yan started laughing.)

Oh man..I didnt react...& the final straw was " Do you understand english?" she said.

Oh my!

I starred at her angrily but I think she still do not understand why...

Pathethic life.

2009-04-13T16:10:00.004+08:00

Dear LEP student,

I am pleased to notify you that you've been shortlisted for the selection interview for MOE Chinese LEP scholarship. You are required to submit a copy of your secondary school CCA records, a passport size photo and one page typewritten essay describing yourself and reasons to apply on 15 april, wednesday.Pls get ready the documents.

I congratuate on your academic achievements and wish you success in all your future endavours.

...

Smiles...I am elated! Oh man! MOE Scholarship...me! (Double happiness from the teaching opportunity)...

hahas...why me..heard there were lots of applicants...& their score...omg...? I dun understand...but I m happy!
:D

Thank you.

2009-04-11T20:24:00.005+08:00

I was really emo that day...I went all quiet...must have scare the wits out of u...

I'm sorry...but I juz want to let you all know I'm proud to be a Singaporean...and i know you dun mean it...but pls dun insult my fellow men in front of me, will you? Even if you say I am excluded from e list...I dun care...cos...it is is a fact that when you give the term "singaporeans"...I am included!

This was wad happened a few days ago..and m onli calm enough to type it now...

That hateful GSC teacher made a nasty comment criticising s'pore again...(I dun mind if you r like GP teacher...say it in a scarstic tone...but not this matter-of-fact tone pls)...

This time e class reacted...sum girl who shall remain unnamed...made this comment " Xin jia po xiao hai jiu shi hen zi yi wei shi"...

I starred at her...den i went quiet for the rest of the day...

Actually, previously, sum1 made this comment in e canteen (when m ard) le..."Xin jia po niu dou bu hui xia qi"...

So I challenged e person...

Being a chess noob, I spent e rest all e week & e entire hols memorising the qi pu...& got gong gong to play with me...

Yes...eventually, I won..

But e statement she made was : yes, but with e exception of u...

Wth...I dun like it at all! I'm serious! Stop being Li Aw...u dun like us...i dun wan u 4 a fren either!

I miss being in e company of s'poreans...

Random: There's 124 undone work in my litespeed workbin...wonderful day

2009-03-26T15:54:00.002+08:00

Testimonal...

Jollie Ng Qiao Yi (NRIC: S9220771D) was a pupil of Unity Secondary School from 2 January 2005 to 31 December 2008. She sat for Singapore-cambridge G.C.E. 'O' level examination in 2008.

Jollie was a responsible and reliable student who took her work very seriously. She showed initative in her work and was efficient in performing her duties. She was a avid learner of languages and her grades were evident of this interest.

She was also a determined and capable Sergant in Girls' Brigade. She had attained the Pioneer Brigader Brooch which is the highest award in Girls' Brigade. Jollie was also awarded with National Youth Achievement Award in 2007 and was part of the Non-Comissioned Officer Council (in) for her CCA. Jollie was also part of the (part of the) school's student body as a CCA Council member. As a CCA leader, Jollie was exposed to many leadership opportunities such as organising camps fpr the Secondary 1 Orientation and conducting jogathon and sports events.

To conclude Jollie will be an asset to any organisation of which she is a member. Her exemplary behaviour and positive traits will stand her in good stead in her future endeavours.

...I didn't know I was so good...haha...anyway, many grammar and typo error sia!!!

2009-03-23T19:38:00.003+08:00

Dear calculator, it has been a week since u left me. I miss u so much. I miss e cash-ies used to buy u even more. Bcos of u, i c these sweeties of mine leaving me for good. I wud be living in memory of u for sometime. Sobs.

But..I am happy today!

1st: I m glad to announce I've not done all tutorials & 2mr m goin 2 meet all tutors 2mr. Happy day!

2nd:I am overjoyed to announce I've received e PW a lvl qn paper. This is when the hardwork begins. Happy day2!

3rd:I am excited to annouce I had a GP lesson in English 2day! Life is made stressful. Happy day3!

4th:I am elated to announce that I've offically transferred to cckps(a far far away skool) to teach. I am going to somewhere in Lavander on wed to have tea with my mentor teacher in cckps .Happy day4!

Life is :D :D :D

smilez.

2009-03-23T19:32:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long

2009-03-23T19:14:00.003+08:00

2009-03-19T17:34:00.003+08:00

mourning over e loss of my beloved calculator....it's lcd screen broke! =(

2009-03-12T20:21:00.002+08:00

I should be in sch now 4 hse camp...but..haha....i excused myself...not goin 4 sports day 2mr either...haha...i nvr did those useless tngz in my 10yr of education...do u tnk u can chnge anytng..

anyway, i cant believe it...m doin kan tu zuo wen 4 cl...haha..(missing e gd old days in lower pri)...haha...m doin it...in JC! haha...but now word count muz hit 1200...man! how's tat possible?

Jiayous!

2009-03-06T18:20:00.002+08:00

Anyone has any comments about the previous post? Pls call me...i desperately need advice...

Anyway...i thot this was interesting...

A man will be blinded in one eye for disfiguring a woman who rejected him, rules an Iranian court

MADRID - An Iranian woman living in Spain said Wednesday she welcomed a Tehran court ruling that awards her eye-for-an-eye justice against a suitor who blinded her with acid.

Ameneh Bahrami, 30, told Cadena SER radio, "I am not doing this out of revenge, but rather so that the suffering I went through is not repeated."
Late last year an Iranian court ruled that the man _ identified only as Majid _ who blinded Bahrami in 2004 after she spurned him, should also be blinded with acid based on the Islamic law system of "qisas," or eye for an eye retribution, according to Iranian newspaper reports from November.
But Bahrami, who moved to Spain after the attack to get medical treatment, said Wednesday that under Iranian law, she is entitled to blind him in only one eye, unless she pays euro20,000 ($25,110), because in Iran women are not considered equal to men.
"They have told us that my two eyes are equal to one of his because in my country each man is worth two women. They are not the same," she told Cadena SER.
Bahrami explained that she was now waiting for a letter from the court to go back to Iran for the punishment to be carried out.
Cadenda SER said that after undergoing treatment in Barcelona, Bahrami recovered 40 percent vision in one eye but since then doctors have not been able to prevent her from going totally blind. She also suffered horrific burns to her face, scalp and body.
She says she now survives on euro400 ($500) a month in aid from the Spanish government.
The woman said Majid would be blinded by having several drops of acid put into one eye, whereas she had acid splashed all over her face and other parts of her body.
It was not immediately possible to make contact with Bahrami on Wednesday. No one at the Iranian Embassy was available for comment either.

2009-03-05T19:56:00.003+08:00

i passed e interview....i m granted scholorship.....no bond at all....however....i m still deciding whether to sign on e dotted line...

it goes like this...they give me $$$ to get an moe certification....(of course, yeah, they hope i'll be a chinese teacher in future...but they r not forcing me).

But....e condition they state is...

in return for their grant to me...I have to go teach chinese in e nearest pri sch(which for me, should be kps) once a mth for 30min at least to a p2 class...a professional teacher will be guiding me...

BUT....This is where the problem is?!

SHould i go back kps to TEACH?!

I can imagine my ex-teachers, hu often catch me for not doing hw, not learning ting xie etc.....what would their reaction be man?

"OMG....Jollie....u r going....going to be a teacher? The girl hu nvr ever passed ting xie in pri sch wan to teach cl???!!!!"

Oh man....& e students....i reali dun noe how to TEACH?!!

Sigh...i got some time to consider....if u r a fren and wish to give this pathetic soul some advice...tag me....preferbly b4 fri....tkx...

2009-03-04T15:28:00.003+08:00

NOTE: O Lvl certs are ready for collection in sch.

Yes, I collected my o lvl cert. So ugly. hmm...should have worked harder....sigh...

ANYway, pls vote for JJ total defence clip.

Send vote to 733888 to JC L7 IC name.

each sms costs $0.20. By 13/3/09. STand to win 10k...

JJ clip rox...view it onhttp://www.schoolbag.sg/archives/2008/07/lessons_in_resilience.php...

tyty( note: dis is another compettition....but for the same clip. If u r a fren, vote!)

This is e onli student made advetisement in this competition...pls la...give students recognition...we can be just as good or even better than professionals....

2009-03-03T19:23:00.000+08:00

Jollie is having fever!

2009-02-28T16:55:00.003+08:00

M sick...high fever...headache, sore thoart...

thanks to all the chocolates I ate during every lesson...(given my class...haha...) and the bad weather...sianx...feel ultra weak now...

and still got

-gp hw.
-maths hw
-gsc hw
-chem hw

M dead!

2009-02-21T15:58:00.002+08:00

Random post...

College song.

The roads unwind before us
and we must venture on.
Towards a bright tomorrow.
Which faith and hope enthrones.

We shall not stay nor linger,
we shall not shrink nor fail.
strike out along the trail.

Head, heart and hands we offer,
that none will fail the test.
"Plus ultra" leads us further,
Until we are the best.

And on our backs the amour,
forged in our college days
And in our eyes the light of truth,
This college sets ablaze.

Head, heart and hands we offer,
that none will fail the test.
"plus ultra" leads us further,
Until we are the best.

I dunno any of it except e chorus. haha.

Anyway, if i dun cum online 2mr, i wish all brownies, guides, scouts (ex-members included!) a happy thinking day in advance.

HAPPY THINKING....lolx

2009-02-14T17:18:00.004+08:00

Oh...just bathed...juz now 4gt and placed the towel on my neck...it rubbed on my neck...now it's bleeding again...sianx...

Anway, i 4gt 2 tell u...m so proud 2 say i did push-ups in e camp...oh my...it has been so long...haha..although it's a punishment...but i like it...haha...& m proud to announce my standard is still dere...haha..

My class do nice push-ups...girls from ug mahx..haha...even Mr Leow, e person hu gave e punishment, a.k.a. oso i tnk e craziest t'cher i ever seen( nt 4 dis, but camp reasons), say our push-ups r ultra nice compared to F1 & F2...haha...we rawk...

Anyway..neck is better...but still pain...cant rub AT All...

lolx...Happy Valentine's Day...(wad a way to celebrate it-screaming in pain)...

:D

2009-02-14T15:47:00.003+08:00

Juz came back from camp...

Wad can i say abt e camp? It's definitely a JJ trademark camp. I cant describe it. Really! U would have to experience it yourself. Whether is it fun, it'll be up to you.

Let me try to rate dis camp in order of wad i like most.

1stly, e best part abt dis camp is definitely THE FINAL RACE. Omg, u cant imagine how mega it was. Tons of water bombs, water pails, water pools, water hoses and bodywash was used. haha. The entire track cum field was lk a huge bathroom. This is sumtng tat definitely will not happen in secondary sch. We even made a 2.5m my 2.5m mini swimming pool on our track. omg. Of course, there r many other pools & slides too. ( But while playing, as ex-ccac, i knew cleaning up wud oso be WOW!) Yes, & bcos we had so much water plus soap on our bodies, plus tat merciless sun, everyone got sunburnt. Including me! haha.

2ndly, it was e JJ nite. Omg. They made it to be extremely grand. The setting, lights, decoration and they even had a DJ. Oh my! It might be even better than prom.

3rdly, it was e song-singing session. Unlike others, dis, every1 got super high! Yup, jumping, swaying, holding hands, leaning shoulders...oh my..it was reali beyond imagination.

However, I still dun like learning mass dance. Although i dun mind doin mass dance on JJ nite. Haha. I dunno la. I juz dun like e process of learning. Though the results was awesome on JJ nite.

Yes, this is an extremely mega camp. I believe e organisers muz have reali put in lots & lots of effort.

All in all, e friendships made was the most impt! haha. yea, i've 2 confess i still dun quite reali lk e skool, sum chers & sum annoying ppl, but FRIENDSHIPS made reali stood strong. Our class is reali CRAZY! lol. So, staying here still sounds gd.

Hope dis friendship will pass e test of PW. ( yes, seniors say dis will reali test friendships s quarrels seem necessry). Haha. I dunno. Unto us all e best.

I onli dun like 1 particular person in e class. sigh. i dunno y either.

but anyway another tng i dun like. Can dun swing arms on the shoulders when sing along or jumping? Omg. It's extremely painful. My neck is sunburnt like crazy den when a hand got to my shoulder, it's bleeding & when it rubs further more when swaying to e song, it's as if u r skinning me alive!

Anyways, i'll probably suffer from e serious sunburn 4 a few days.

Ouch.

2009-02-11T20:50:00.003+08:00

Cool...

I got myself a cca...

I shant tell u wad is it as it is a kinda wierd cca...i feel so...but i shall tell u how i got into this cca...

On CCA open hse, I was not interested in anything. Seriously. This cca came and offer me sweets to eat & tea to drink...so...i wrote my name down & went home...

Today morning, i received their sms saying they're treating those hu wrote their names to eat steamboat..i didnt think much of it as i still considering wad cca 2 join...

In e afternoon, i walked by concourse wif my frenz &...I saw steamboat...yes...as my frenz described it...i got "high" at e sight of food...so i walked in...

we started eating...then dis cher came talkin to us abt e cca...I signed up as i dun wan anyone 2 disturb me when i m eating...

Yes...i joined e cca...purely for food...

hahas:D

Oh ya...i got 2 meet my classmates 2day...ok...got sum i dun reali like...& oso i dun like e fact tat dere r simply too many china ppl...but other than tat...m so glad to b able to be in e same class with Xiao Yan, Jun Chi, Maricole & yun wei...haha... we rock!

ok...m simply overly high 2day...(maybe bcos i paid a price for it! I slept later & took cab to skool.sigh.) haha...but frenz find me too high...

juz simply too high.

haha. 2mr camp...i haven packed at all...packing later...

lol. wonderful!